Soldiership Years

These are the soldiership years.

I read that in a devotional earlier this year and I don't think any truer statement has ever been said.

Twice now I've been given the same Word, at different times, in different places. I believe it is a prophetic Word that comes from the Lord. Three years. Whatever it is, it is the Lord who's done it, and it will be brought to completion in a total of three years. I believe I'm in the 2nd year right now.

What does it mean?

I have some crazy ideas. Not just crazy, but batshit crazy. I know in my heart what I think it means. I'm scared. I'm tired. I miss my mom. I don't miss Arizona one bit but there are moments I miss. I miss driving early in the morning and being practically the only one on the freeway. I miss the mist of the evening that settled in the dark. I miss the quiet.

What do I need?

I need intellectual stimulation. I'm working and going to church and abiding but I need and have a hunger for the intellectual. Now where do I get it?

Psalm 22; Daniel 1; Leviticus 19